Girl after girl came out wearing beautiful dresses, then the host asked every one to put their hands together for a first time model who came out with 100% confidence like she had done it millions of times before. I seen my daughter in this beautiful white dress and my heart stopped...every mom's dream for their grown daughter is to look like the most beautiful woman on earth the day of her wedding. I had to shake my head and realize this was NOT her day and it was just a show but I couldn't shake it. I know her day will come, I know she WILL be the most beautiful woman in a white gown my eyes will ever see. I long for that day to come. I'm certain she does too. Until then I will dream and hold this image in the for front of my imagination.
My little girl is not a little girl any more....she is a beautiful woman. Wise beyond her years, has a vintage soul, and a heart that embraces life. As parents we always want our children to reach beyond any goals we had set for ourselves and for them to do better than we did. Jac is living that before my eyes and I am so incredibly proud of her. I love you Pan. More than you will ever know. I can't wait for your big day! I can't wait to see you enjoy all the planning and excitment that comes along with it!
All the way home from the bridal show, I couldn't stop crying. I love my baby girl with every part of my being. God says He loves our children more than we do.....Gosh he must love her an awful lot. It's truly unmeasurable the love I have for her.
Oh my leaping heart *sigh*.